Please HELP me!No judgin;Just advice!):?

Please just listen people.Idk what to do im so stressed out.I want to flunk 7th grade!yea i know im being stupid & ruining my future.But i cant take it anymore ive always been shy in my life & i dont have that many friends.& the thing is that im not really shy outside school!im really fun & loud.& im tired of bein that person.Plus ive already made tonss of friends in 6th grade!& by the way i started school erly which means im the same age as them.& i think it would be a new beggin for me.Also cuz my bf we cant see each other cuase much.& i was thinkin should i fail!?& remember i started school early,so im the same age as them.but pleasee no judgin!):